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From NE Ohio, lived in Appalachia for 20 years, now in Eastern NC for 20 years.

Saturday, December 30, 2023

My Friend Grace

My friend walks beside me; not in front or behind.

My friend tells me I'm doing a great job; never jealous.

My friend tells me when I'm being bad; always honest wanting me to be the best human being. 

My friend tells me that I am loved when I am bad; a friend who loves me despite my worst form.

My friend forgives me for my worst form; I learn to forgive. 

My friend uses my name truthfully; people seem to listen so I get more friends. 

My friend always helps me when I need help; never imposes, but is available. 

My friend wants my company; never tolerates or tires of me. 

My friend is my constant companion; I am never alone.

My friend stands beside me when I am mocked or slandered; and holds my hand so I will forgive.

My friend knows me more than myself; truthfully.

My friend is so very selfless for my good; I could never earn such a privilege as my Friend.

My friend is a perfect gift.

My friend the Grace given by my Lord Jesus. 


Friday, June 9, 2023

At My Age?

 I love Korean Pop music. In fact, it's the only secular music I listen to except for Woodstock and earlier American folk music. It seems after the 1960's the music died just as Don McLean wrote about in his song, 'By, By, Miss American Pie.' It seems all American dignity, modesty, and self-respect died after the 1960's. Open, free sex activity and drugs destroyed all that was good in our media, the very source of our information and influence. I weep for our precious country destroyed by the filth and lack of any good in our media. 

As a little girl, I was totally taken by Asian culture via Public Broadcasting television and radio. Chinese, Japanese, and Korean characters had my full attention. I watched programs I didn't like just to see the Asian character on screen. I read about Asian American soldiers who fought for my own freedom and yet were uncelebrated. The Chinese Opera, the Kabuki theater, and Korean traditional music flooded my imagination. Mother was a Gospel singer and her backup was male quartets; probably why I prefer male vocals to this day. I love King's Singers and Chinese Nandan singers for the balance color of their voices. When Korean men sing, there is a balance of tone and color that makes the heart message of the work understood. 

Korean traditional culture dictates a strict modest appearance and behavior, and a diligent and effective work ethic that infiltrates their arts. Personally, I am offended by exposed skin and graphic sexual content. I find suited men and modestly dressed females quite attractive and pleasing for the screen. Korean dramas make me want to improve my own work ethic, behavior, and appearance. 

On the rare moments, I watch K-pop music videos, they remind me of the 'sharp' presentation that the Temptations and other 'DooWap' groups included in their performances. K-pop has restored this dignity and work ethic. 

pray always for k entertainment labels, especially SM. I know they are tough, but the discipline shows in their productions. I am thankful to be American and love my country, but our entertainment died in the 1950-60's and Kpop has made it totally Perfect. They are Frankie Avalon, Temptations, Joe Croker, Tokens, Bob Dillon, James Taylor all made to perfection. Perfect vocals, dance, visuals...perfect work ethic always produces perfect returns. Exo, NCT, and Shinee are some of my faves. Yes, I prefer male vocals...even counter singers and nandans. I love the suiting, hairstyles, and even the exciting theme costumes. Modest, and clean visuals always make perfect artistry. I pray for the management to have God's wisdom in directing and leading these stunning entertainers. God help them if they compromise the work ethic in the industry because the result would be mediocre and trash. God bless the brilliant artist for maintaining the highest standards. K-pop groups become spiritual siblings and respect each other due to traditional customs. 

I am fully aware there are always failings in ethics and morals; we have all sinned and need to repent. God have mercy on us and on the whole world when we fail to do so. 

I may be a 'prude' far too old to enjoy the young entertainers and their dance. I may be called every insult by all of society, but at least I know what I like...a life without chemical dependence and inner dignity that reflects the Great Image of God to Honor God and Humanity. 

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Thursday, May 11, 2023

Study - Let's make it Easy. Thoughts on 'Easy' by Key.

    What did you do this time? Did you cause the malfunction? I wish you were like her. We just have to make sure you don't get hurt. Thank you for the offer, but he is more qualified. Maybe when you're older. You're too old for this task. You can't do this yourself. Thank you for your offer, but we want to maintain the highest standards. You didn't know?... It's just common sense...I thought everyone knew that.  I hope you can think of me as your mom away from home. You are of no use to me. You are a zero. You are worthless. Please catch up...you are holding back the others. 

Never let these messages distract you from your study because they only destroy the human spirit and drive to excel.  They are words the world uses to destroy and crush rather than edify. College students prepare themselves to improve the quality of life for others and are on a mission to make the world better. Never be distracted by evil. 

I dream of a tailor who will take me seriously and make me tailored business skirt suits even though I am a fat, old, white lady. 

I dream of a doctor who takes time to study my lab work to find out the why and a cure for this horrible digestive disorder. 

I dream of a world where people will return the respect and trust they expect from others. How wonderful that would be. 

I dream of a Christ-loving community that trusts and obeys the Word of God and what Our Lord did for all of us on the cross. 

I dream of Christ-loving elders who can look at me and say that I make serving God look easy. 

I want to remember everyone in my past with a smile knowing they made my drive to excel look easy.

I dream of Christ who can look at me and say what I am, what I do for Him is wonderful and God is proud of me. 

When people beat my head with the shovel, I remember, Our Lord Jesus is with me and He will lift me to a higher and better place. His yoke is easy, and His burden is light. Mt. 11.28-30

Friday, February 10, 2023

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Monday, January 23, 2023

The Fat Old White Lady at the Chinese Table

     I am usually the 'elephant in the room' that makes everyone wonder why I have to be present; the only English speaker, the only white person, and the infamous problem with nothing in common with others, and the only Northerner in the room, etc. Most of the time I have to be present without choice. I made the life choices so consequences must be accepted.

    My first most wonderful experience was being invited to a Passover Seder several years ago. I thought that was the one perfect experience that was the event to end all and I was ready to meet my Lord Jesus. Now in the year of the white rabbit, I'm extremely 'spiritually high' and very sleepy this morning after being invited to a Lunar New Year's Eve party. The love and welcome I received last night was what I would feel at the Wedding Feast of the Lamb. 

    We live at an evil time when people choose to hate differences rather than know the One Creator who made us for His joy. At the Passover Sader and the Lunar New Year party, I was so loved and welcomed even though I am a 'fat old white lady...Celt, Scandinavian, Eastern European.' I sampled every kind of Chinese food served and even though my taste may not agree, I knew it was all from My Lord Jesus Himself. I thank selfless people who allowed me to learn more about China and made me feel like one of their own. I weep in gratitude for people who loved me even though I am different than them. 

    Dear Lord Jesus, please bless them all with your presence and bless their work, home, and rest. We in the US have been so blessed with freedoms our Asian friends can only dream of. Very Happy New Year to all...恭喜发财, 新年好, 万事如意, 새해 많이 받으세요, Chúc mng năm mi. (google help).

Friday, January 20, 2023

Friday, January 13, 2023