Humanity - A Very Holy Three: Christianity, Judaism, Muslim

God has allowed three systems in which to worship the One True God: Judaism, Christianity, Muslim. All three are children of good and faithful 'Friend of God,' Abraham. In my simple mind, we are siblings called Peace who have our own lives. We all work to provide for our children, come home from work and attend to our families.

Synagogues, churches, mosques, all represent our homes where we all learn to honor God and demonstrate the highest respect for human life as God commands.

I want to hope and pray that we as monotheistic followers are tied, linked, united together in the Holy fight against the evil that God hates: the abuse and killing of human life.

As a Judaic-Christian, my faith both instructs and comforts me trusting that My Lord Jesus Christ wants me to consider the lives of others as most precious because Jesus loved first. Jesus took all the power of evil upon Himself so that we could love one another as He so loved. 

I have to believe that God the Father is the Supreme Ruler and Victor over evil because Lord Jesus Christ conquered death and rose from the dead on the third day and ascended to rule and plead for humanity today. 

There are always people who want to hate, kill, and destroy; they do not know the One True God. 

Does this make killing right? No.

God - Destruction of a Cemetery: No Rest for the Weary

I saw a video today of a group of people vandalizing a cemetery by shooting the tombstones and kicking them down; stones with Magen David, crosses, names, dates, all stomped flat to the ground. My first thought and hope that this was a theatrical demonstration to produce a teaching tool. Then, as most people, I felt rather vulnerable.

I wish I could understand why or what caused such anger, hatred. I wish I could try to talk to them and tell them of the Creator's Supreme Love for them. I wish I could tell them how very blessed they are to be so healthy, striking, robust young people with such fine, nice clothes and shoes. I wish I could remind them they have the gift of action, boldness, drive, that only comes from Our Blessed Creator. If only I could tell them that they are very loved and cherished.

I wish they could understand that the Great Creator freely gave them life so that they could honor God and humanity.

I wonder if they ever think of why God wants them to live and why the names they are crushing are not living.

I know I must pray for these people and all who follow this ignorance. It is a very tragic ignorance to hate and seek revenge. God has His own methods and perfect Will: that all creation worship God and honor humanity.

Please, I must beg all to stop, look, listen, think; seek the Truth of the One True God in all things. If only we would just simply pray, reverence God and humanity.

I know if everyone would stop and pray, honor God in all matters, there would be an end to the destruction of the human soul.

God have mercy on me and on the whole world.

Humanity - My Family's Slave, by Alex Tizon, Atlantic, June 2017

https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2017/06/lolas-story/524490/

After reading this article, I cried, then angered, then immediately tried to search for any solution. How in the world do we fight slavery? It's one of those impossible problems that totally crush my zeal, like the problem of prostitution, homelessness, poverty, and the other countless problems too big to solve.

Sin is with us until The Anointed One comes to earth. People without conscience will always lust for what they see, feel, and power at the expense of others. I will always be tempted and tested and often fail.

As a simple minded woman, all I know for sure is I am very blessed, so blessed I dare not complain about anything. I know God provides my food, clothing, and home. God has chosen who sits in power and God also removes people from power.

I must hold to the Truth that God is Supreme Ruler and I must Honor God and Humanity.

God have mercy on me and on the whole world. Please Teach us To Pray.

Submitted with all respect to Alex Tizon. May he rest in peace for his incredible compassion and selfless education through this article.

Study - Failure: A Worthy Teacher for the Best of Professionals

You must never be ashamed when failing a class, work project, or even life event when you have done your best. Your best effort in any circumstance is already a gold mine. I would rather have a professional who knows what failing is like than the 'silver spoon intellect' who never struggled to learn.

It is never necessary to fail, but if you do, here are some reminders:

• Never forget and take courage in the truth that you have done your best: managed time, health, obligations. This truth is totally unique for you and totally independent of other's opinions.
• Analyze the event and learn the lessons unique and special to you. You are the only one capable of understanding this special wisdom because you alone have suffered this lesson. This event will make you all the more solid in your profession.
• After you have done your best to correct your mistake, make needed restitution, and most importantly allowed yourself a quiet time/repentance with God, then get back to study, work, and do it all over again from scratch. You are most worthy to see success because you will not blame others for your failing, but take full responsibility.
• Approach the repeat as though it is totally new to you: learn as a child and what you already obtained will come to your aid as needed.
• It is never easy to fail, but when you have done all, given all, poured out your very heart/mind/soul to the task, you will always succeed at being the servant to humanity and thus making this world what it should become.

Never, Never give up; because you had in your heart to accomplish means someone loves you enough to plant the seed of possibility and has hope in you to become what our world needs. 

You are the Humble Servant to God and Humanity. I can't wait to see a better world because of what you accomplish.

Study - Ignorance and Failure: Honored Teachers

Ignorance is the most brutal teacher and Failure is nearly as brutal making them the most valuable, even though Ignorance cannot help defend in a court of law.

I have sinned against God and others countless times due to ignorance and failure. Ignorance of truth, facts, and most often due to my own immaturity.

If you have sinned due to Ignorance or Failure, here are some ideas to survive:

• Immediately ask God to help you understand the event. Pray, read your Holy scriptures, surround yourself with the sacred and higher thinking environments, such as a good art museum, a place of worship, or library; you need solitude. Never occupy your mind with mundane or cheap thinking such as 'it's their fault' or revenge, but use logic and critical thinking to sort out the painful lesson; how will it help you grow and be a better servant, in the future, is the most important goal.
• Never forget life lessons are totally subject to the individual; no one learns the same lesson at the same time. This moment is the beginning of learning; allow yourself and others the joy of the journey.
• Always help others prevent the pain through patience, compassion, understanding, and empathy. You do not know how others feel, but you have suffered and you need to learn from a mistake.
• Enjoy the learning space you find yourself: a second chance is freely given to correct, learn, grow.
• If a new job, then remember this lesson to be the better servant.
• If you have offended, humbly approach your victim to confess fully and ask their forgiveness and ask, 'how can I fix my mistake?' and never expect anything in return. Simply Honor God and fellow man. You value human life and the feelings of others.

Remember, there is always joy to be found during the learning from Ignorance/Failure process. You will be the better servant for your integrity. 

Your future will be all the better because you are better. A constant failure is one who is bitter toward others and never takes responsibility for their own actions.

Please rise up and above toward higher thinking and enlightenment.

World Peace - Just a Little Piece

    My faith allows me a position of peace and security while living in an uncertain world; this world teaches that my desires demand fulfillment at the expense of others. Human beings refuse to seek truth, attack, brutalize, and often kill for their own causes, desire, or enjoyment, while a large audience film the event with their phones offering no benevolent help. Governmental policies seem to lean toward a fatal class system, totalitarian or a more dreadful dictatorship. 
    I want to trust and believe that the best safest position for me is just a small piece of a place in Creator's Presence. 

• if I am a big empty building, then I will wait on the Creator to decide my purpose
• if I am just a lumber partical, then I will wait on Creator to form me

• if I am big, strong tree, then I will wait on Creator to decide my purpose  
• if I am just a piece of tree or leaf, then I will wait on Creator as I provide a rest for insects or a dinner plate for birds

• if I am a beautiful bird, then I will wait on the Creator to instruct the song
• if I am just a piece of feather, I will wait on His breath to lead me

• If I am a monarch butterfly, then I will wait on Creator to guide me 
• if I am just a piece of insect, mite, then I will quietly, diligently do the work Creator has given me

• if I am just a book, then I will wait on Creator to find my place on the shelf
• if I am just a piece of letter, yud, then I will wait on Creator to decide where on the page I belong
  

    If I am not a piece of anything and being no good thing, and no place to go but upward, then, I will be at the foot of the Cross where Perfect Peace is found.
    When all is said and done, God wants nothing to make us something: Peace. 

Inspired by: De Fina, Barbara, Martin Scorsese, Melissa Mathison, Tenzin Thuthob Tsarong, Gyurme Tethong, Roger A. Deakins, Thelma Schoonmaker, and Philip Glass. Kundun. Burbank, Calif: Touchstone Home Video, 1998. 

God - Red, Yellow, Black, White Race God

During my elementary and middle school years, my family attended the Church of God in Christ where I learned some people take comfort believing in God as belonging to their own race. I've seen art books of Virgin and Holy Family as Asian, African, Indian/Pakistanian, Native American, and Caucasian, as well as wearing countless traditional costumes. 

While I find the international personification of God a most beautifully comforting concept, as a Caucasian Judaic Christian, I am very honored that the perfectly loving God could possibly love me; so honored that I am reminded of Fanny Crosby's hymn, 'I Shall know Him.'

If I am so very privileged to meet Our Lord Jesus, I will know Him not by His race, appearance, or voice, but I will know Our Lord Jesus by the thorn prints on His forehead, nail prints in his hands and feet, the healing stripes on His back, and the spear scar on His side. 

Then I am reminded of Charles Wesley's hymn, 'Arise my Soul Arise' where five pleading wounds He bears for me to intercede. 

How can the Great I AM love me? 

I don't know.

God - Healing the Fear of Anarchy

When my society and culture appears to lean toward anarchy, I am not only afraid of the disorder, but equally afraid of man's possible solutions. I found a little comfort in my Jewish prayer book and all I can know is my own need to reverence God and His Creation. Lord, please start your work in me first and please cast me not away in your wrath.


"Without Torah, there is no social order;

Without Social Order, there is no Torah.

Without Wisdom, there is no conscience,

Without Conscience, there is no wisdom.

Without Knowledge, there is no understanding;

Without Understanding, there is no knowledge.

Without Sustenance, there is no Torah;

Without Torah, there is no sustenance. "


Rabbi Elazar ben Azarya

Central Conference of American Rabbis. [Shaʻare tefilah] = Gates of prayer : the new Union prayerbook : weekdays, Sabbaths, and festivals, services and prayers for synagogue and home. New York: Central Conference of American Rabbis, 1975. Page 22.

Humanity - Lampyridae - Lightening Bugs in a Jar

My Dad was always strict regarding good manners and especially being thankful for blessings. Good manners demonstrated respect for human life and table manners demonstrated our gratitude for precious food. 

Dad was born in Appalachian poverty during the 1930's, and very offended when I didn't want to eat what was on my plate or using slang to describe another culture group. In our Wesleyan holiness home, slang idioms were never tolerated especially referring to people. The 1960's social awareness not only brought awaking respect for human life, but new television technology in every home brought mature, ethnic humor that Mom and Dad strictly taught against. 

One summer we visited Dad's childhood Appalachian home, and I saw the house where he was born and the movie theater he lived, ate and worked as a child. 

Across the street was a laundromat and an elderly, African-American lady was waiting on a bench outside looking at newspaper sales advertisements. Dad introduced her and told me she and her husband lived in a small one-room cabin by the river and fed him fish when he was little. They never had children but showed him kindness. 


Dad's lesson was fully understood when he saw me catching lighting bugs in a jar and said, "Oh no, I am so glad I'm not one of those bugs." I learned in that second that we all are shining ones created and loved perfectly by God.

Immediately the Lampyridae, or shining ones (1), were set free and the jar was thrown in the trash, and I never again had any thought of catching any living thing. I tried fishing only to pity the precious little bait and poor fish. I tend to prefer vegetables and try to eat only Kosher meat. 

Isn't it time we all trashed the jars? 

After all, we are created in the Creators image. 

Humanity shines because the Creator of the universe shines.  


1. https://www.dispatch.com/article/20090726/news/307269696

Humanity - A Wesleyan Holiness and First Communion Dress

It was Sunday afternoon, I was seven and riding my bike, and one of my German playmates down the street was dressed in a white wedding dress with a lace veil. 

All I could think of was, 'Can I have one? Can I go with you?' My dear friend said she was going to church and her first communion. She was beautiful in her long lace crinoline dress, white leotards, white patent leather shoes, gold cross necklace, white rosary and white missal, and her blond ring curls. 

I went home and asked my mother when I would have my first communion? Not only did I learn simply to wait until adulthood, but Mother sat down and explained that God has allowed all people a faith in which to believe greater than themselves.  I learned from Mother's life lessons that Creator is a Great Painter who gave us the joy of diversity...cultures, ideas, languages, all so we can create as He has done...create the joy of learning from humanity. 

God help us enjoy differences. 

Humanity - Silk Voices on a Silk Road - Fun with Korean Hallyu

Here are some reasons I admire Korean Pop Music with all respect to technical/digital requirements, other Asian popular music, and Western influences. I love unique Asian cultures and their arts and pray Asian popular art will always be their own and less Western in time. A respect to SM Entertainment and Lee So Man who seems to be the initial visionary.

• Discipline: Korean culture has respect for discipline, work ethic, and standards of perfection that show in their performances. I appreciate their males serving in the military; their work seems to be more focused and more disciplined which makes them all the more successful.
• traditional elements - costume, musical instruments, historical themes
• I hear Pansori vocal styles in some of their songs (Taeyang from Big Bang is my favorite)
• Vocals: The Korean language lends an anatomical exercise for the respiratory system, especially the vocal chords.
• Arrangements: The compositions seem to have a balance in melody, rhythm, and harmony, as well as incorporating traditional Korean elements such as unique singing style, instrumentation, as well as a long history of complex stories. Asian rhythms and scales actually make sense when I read the stories/lyrics. 
• Dance: The choreography is very well trained, prepared, and seasoned. Performers are already professionals when they begin their career after years preparing through formal performing arts education. Commonly performers begin in middle school to train for performing arts.
• Relative: I find my own taste of classical dance forms, traditional elements in set designs, even stories I can relate. I especially like the set designs, makeup, and costumes ranging from fine business suits to casual that is modest, and the very dramatic. 
• Modesty: One reason I shy from female entertainers (globally) is the immodest dress and behavior. Nothing makes a female more beautiful than a refined, modest character and dress.
• Male Vocals: I have always been a fan of the male singers/dancers since birth; male Gospel quartets, acapella groups, male counter classical singers. Male voices have a particular balance in color and texture. 
• Asian Traditional Themes: I have always dreamt of learning Asian musical forms and cultures in general. In God's time, the study privilege will be worth the wait. 
• Modest Lyrics: Modest lyrics with very familiar stories and experiences. Yes, I am very selective (my own choice to be 'too young') and find works that are modest than those with adult content. 

I say thank you to performers who have made my life so much fun through their culture such as:

• Topp Dogg, Arario, very hip hop using traditional props...very exciting
• Taeyong, Eyes, Nose, Lips, Ringa Linga, he makes me cry every time; stunning vocals
• Tiger JK/Yoonmirae, Bang Ditty, Bang, Bang, reminds me of India's Holi festival
• Tiger JK/Yoonmirae/Bizzy, Fly Like an Eagle
• Exo, Growl/Beauty and Beast performance at Moma 2013, was thrilling ballet, jazz, opera. Total package.
• NCT U, 7th Sense, totally every element making this a classic piece.
• Block B, Nilli Mambo, clever encouragement to excel
• Big Bang, Babe Babe, complete with hanboks
• Kim Hyun Joong and Jay Park, Unbreakable, featuring traditional drums, costume
• VIXX, Shangri-La

I've been watching Asian dramas via DramaFever and Viki for five years and still trying to pick up/learn languages. God help me improve and thank God for such privilege.

KAMSAHAMNIDA (감사합니다) 
http://kimchicloud.com/thank-you-in-korean-kamsahamnida/

God - Heart, Mind, Soul, Strength - Defense of Human Dignity

O the Beauty of the human heart: Our loves, prides, joys, repulsion, disappointments, and sorrows are all God given and God permitted. He asks us, 'please give me all your repulsion, disappointments, and all your sorrows, for My burdens are light and I will gladly take your ashes of pain, and give you My oil of gladness.' He has given us the beauty of submission to His Perfect Design for our lives...expressed through our prayers...shown by a human smile, hug, wave, hand shake, even a nod, and ultimately acceptance though a helping hand defending Human Dignity.

O the Beauty of the human mind: Our intellect, reason, study, learning, thinking; a storehouse of the most valuable of God's free ability to use information. Freely God has allowed us Holy Wisdom just for the asking. He has given us the beauty of submission to His Perfect Design for our lives...expressed through our prayers...shown by kippah, hijab, mantilla, and Grandma's Sunday hat in hopes that we will always preserve and defend Human Dignity.

O the Beauty of the human Soul: Our acceptance of a power greater than ourselves and how we define our relationship with such power. What is the reason we get out of bed? Why do we live? What is our purpose? God has given us the beauty of submission to His Perfect Design for our lives...expressed through our prayers...shown by our own actions and reactions to Human Dignity.

O the Beauty of human Strength: Our own internal will and external force combine to accomplish all that God has called us to do...get out of bed, move to help others, and determine, recon ourselves to submit to the Blessed Creator's plan for our lives.  He has given us the beauty of submission to His Perfect Design for our lives...expressed through our determination...shown by the radiant smile on every human face where Human Dignity is upheld.

God - What we live for...What we die for. God Watched the Children Learn.

One of the factors that define human beings is a reason to live and die. My faith has given me God for whom I live and die.

Our precious youth seems to lack this understanding and they are looking for a reason to live and die. What has their community taught them? How did our youth miss the most important lesson that would save their lives?

I still weep for our lost youth who have been led by evil. I still remember their names as I've seen their picture on the cover of popular magazines, newspapers, on the television; sweet, precious young people with acne who bombs child care centers, public outdoor events, and runs to join Isis. These children come from good communities of family, education, worship, and friends, yet, missed the most urgent of lessons: their lives are for God's use and all faiths know that Creator is benevolent, kind, good, and wants the best for His creation.

I still weep for the elementary children who takes their own lives or the lives of others, prepubescent children diagnosed with HIV or AIDS, even children who want to be another gender/someone else.

We thought we gave them:

Good Society

Right Side of the Tracks

Religious training

Nice clothes

Nice house

Popular, important parents

But we didn't give them a Loving God.

We didn't tell them God wants them in His Life, God wants them to be His Friend.

They were sweet, precious youth, who desperately needed a cause to make life better for the people they loved, but they missed the most important guide: God loved them and is in control of their lives. They believed they were alone in their desperation to make their world better for their family.

As an adult, it is terrifying to feel alone when consumed with questions and problems. I can't understand why our children would feel this way. Children who have families, community, school, worship; what has happened to their security?

We have sacrificed innocent children on the altar of idolatry, evil humanism, and evil narcissism, when we as God-fearing adults were supposed to raise them to know the One True God...the One True God they could trust and obey.

The One God, Creator of the Universe who wanted them and gave them life

The One God, Almighty, who they can always trust

The One God, All Powerful, who can and will protect them 

The One God, All Loving, who loves them unconditionaly and delights in them

The One God, God of Salvation, who will deliver them from all destruction 

Repent and wash our hands from the innocent blood of our children. Elders, family, friends, teachers, worship family, turn from the evil of hate and teach the children that God loves them and wants their good. It is never God's will to destroy, but to always build up His creation. After all, isn't the Creator the Ruler of the Universe? Do we not claim to preach the One True God Almighty, Perfect in Love and Justice?

God have mercy on us, we never taught our children to know God.

Humanity - KPop Idols and the Fat, Old, White Lady on a Bicycle

I ride my bike happily and very heartily while pushing and pulling 225 pounds up and down hills for ten miles. I find it is very worth the effort and time because in my ear there are very dashing, persuading, young men telling me I can do this, I love to do this, I look great doing this, and yes, I am doing a very good job. 

• TOP from Big Bang just screams, 'Fantastic Baby' and 'Turn it Up Loud'
• G Dragon from Big Bang cries, 'Shake the World'
• Sungrei reminds me how great I am, 'Hi Sexy'
• Topp Dogg allows me the same status, 'Topp Dogg'
• Junsu Xia says, 'move that body, rock the world'
• Taeyang and G Dragon tells me, 'I am a good boy (girl)'
• Junsu Xia pushes me on my bike with Tarantallegra...
• Block B again I'm reminded how very good I am
• Ikon keeps my pedaling in good Rhythm Ta
• G Dragon says that I am One of a Kind
• Taeyang, one of my faves, tells me to just do it, 'it's my party...if I want to'
• BAP fervently convinces me, 'we are young, wild, and free'

Yes, there are more...these are just a few I have purchased for my player. I like to think of this time as my time to enjoy great, tremendous vocals. The Korean Wave-Hallyu, has given me superb quality music as I enjoyed in the 1960's. 

I thank God for the modesty and dignity of Kpop artists and their much needed and very appreciated assistance with a totally impossible task. 

Study - You, Your Education is More Precious than Gold - Survive as an Outsider

Education is a place, time, period, and world that is a sifting ground for the soul. It is hard on every aspect of the human soul.

Education is a place of growth and self awareness in a place very foreign. The education place can be both conducive and cruel, causing a feeling of awkward while revealing the dreaded truth that a hard lesson must be learned immediately. It is urgent that the soul allows this experience/feeling to wash over them, and step toward a new level of self discovery; like turning a dirty door knob to enter heaven and very worth the hard experience.

The time of life when a student is learning can be critical. Very young, average age, or older than traditional, can always help in the learning process. The student's world view and observations always help define the subject at hand. Always give thanks for God's gift of your age as a student; you are not in class by accident, because, God knows your input is necessary for others to learn.

World events can help shape your professional life. Your need to help others will be all the more stimulated because you are in classes 'at such a time as this.' Always allow the world events to help shape your profession and make you a far greater servant to humanity. Do not be distracted by the evil in the world, but use the events to help you learn to serve and protect life.

Never allow yourself to be distracted by social pressure or other matters not directly associated with your schooling. Stay totally focused on your mission to improve your service to humanity/life. You may loose friends and possessions, but you must never lose your confidence to become the extraordinary professional tried by the fires of learning, and the world will need the most.

You can do this, because you are reading this...taking time to learn.

Humanity - Move to Another Table: A Plea for Courage

It's always comfortable sitting at the same table with people who are like-minded: from the same culture, church, neighborhood, and even share the same appearance.

I know well what it feels like to walk in a restaurant and everyone stops talking/eating and stares at me; it's very uncomfortable. I hope and pray I never find out how it feels for people to relocate to a different table or leave their food. I've seen this recently and I cry for those who are despised. I want to hug them, pray for God's blessings upon them, try to bless them through light, fun chatter. Please God, have mercy on us and on the whole world. Wash away the hate in human life and help us love as You so perfectly love.

Here are some suggestions to help people who may suffer from hate:

1. Pray first asking God, 'Lord, what would you have me to do to bless these people; what can I do?' Whatever you feel in your heart/mind to do, just may be what they need. 
2. If possible, move to a table near them, smile, and just light chatter such as: 'Hi. Nice weather we are having and I am so glad I'm not cooking or cleaning today.' A light chat with a stranger is common in many cultures. 
3. Try a random act of kindness, such as paying for their meal or drink if they agree; please don't insult through reverse discrimination. Carefully, quietly, ask the waitress (while giving her an extra tip) to give you their ticket, and pay for their meal anonymously. 

Nothing is more sacred than genuine, human kindness defined by Our Lord Jesus, "Love one another as I have loved you."

How would it make you feel?

Humanity - Co-Exist: A plea to fellow man all over the world

First to my dearest family in Our Lord Jesus, 070516

“And love will cover a multitude of sins.”

“Come to Me you who labor…I will give you rest.”

Why do we hate the very souls Our Lord Jesus died and rose for…the very people who have not met Him properly…the very people who have met a false master? I lovingly submit to you that we who have called on a Holy God have not preached His Gospel, demonstrated His Gospel as Our Lord commanded for 2,000 years. All too often I have heard very good people say, ‘I’ve met too many Christians and cannot believe.’ I cry for and those dear souls who could have turned to God only to be rejected by my own poor witness; and I cry for my own failings before a Holy God. In God’s Holy Word (Psalms 51), did He not remind that He delights in obedience rather than sacrifice? Despite our Lord Jesus’ redemptive work for all humanity, we who say we follow Him, destroyed the innocent who had not heard the Gospel; never had a chance to choose to follow our Lord Jesus. He told us to ‘go into all nations and preach/demonstrate the Gospel to everyone’ (Mt. 28). The command to kill the unbelievers was fulfilled by Our Lord Himself on the cross, resurrection, and interceding for us forever; we as New Testament believers were never supposed to massacre the innocent and helpless. The example forefront in my mind taken from history, is the dreadful record of the Native American, the African slaves, the abuses suffered by immigrants such as the Asian railroad laborers and female/child factory workers, the dreadful, non-consensual human experimentation.  

Please we must stop hating the souls and demonstrate Our Lord Jesus, keeping watch when He will return for us. I have found that nothing matters but Our Lord Jesus and what I chose to do with Him. I must keep my eyes on the Blessed Lamb at all times; I must trust and obey Him at all times and disregard the propaganda from hell. Others may chose evil and they, like me, will make a choice. I chose Jesus as my Master, my Lord, my Redeemer. What God has promised, He will do because He is God and God is enough.

Most humbly, carefully submitted with all love and respect for you. Please pray for me to the Lord our God as I strive to correct myself at all times.

The Lord bless you and keep you; make His face to shine on you and be gracious unto you...I love you. 

Humanity - The Pastor’s Wife

There is one person in our Church

Who knows our Pastor’s life.
Who weeps and smiles and

prays with Him,
And that’s the Pastor’s wife!

The crowd has seen him in his strength,
While bearing God’s Sharp Sword
As underneath God’s banner’s folds
He faced the devil’s horde.

But deep within her heart she knows
That scarce an hour before
She helped him pray the glory down
Behind the closet door!

She heard him groaning in his soul
When bitter raged the strife.
As, hand in hand she knelt with him,
For she’s the Pastor’s Wife.

You tell your tales of Preachers brave
Who marched across the world
And changed the course of history
By burning words they hurled

And I will tell how back of each
Some woman lived her life
Who wept with him and smiled with him,
She was the Pastor’s Wife!

Author unknown.

Found clipping at random 1980

Humanity - Religious Freedom and Cultural Diversity

How 'Different' teaches me religious freedom

“Give me your tired, your poor, Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, The wretched refuse of your teeming shore. Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed to me, I lift my lamp beside the golden door!” Emma Lazarus

God has blessed our country with so many different colors of people, philosophies, and arts. The differences God has allowed in the United States, have given such a beautiful picture of Truth and Peace, that we see Our Good Lord Jesus in every face.

When I hear a different language, it is always a prayer; God so loved the world He gave Jesus.

When I see a different face, it is always an angel; God so loved the world He gave Jesus.

When I hear different music, I simply praise the Lord; God so loved the world He gave Jesus.

When I see God-given Old Glory, I owe God everything; God so loved the world He gave Jesus.

God has shed His Grace on the United States...how can I do less for those who think, believe, and trust differently?

Isaiah 61 The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound; 2 To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn; 3 To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.

Good Lord Jesus, help me live for others...help me honor you as I honor others; the very others for whom so many continue to die just as You gave all for me.

Study - Meditation Before Class or Study

What has blessed me preparing for the classroom or private study:

1. Take a Vow of Silence 15-minutes, clearing any distractions before entering the classroom: when entering the classroom and unpacking your book and materials, preparing for instruction.

2. Silently ask your Creator to help you absorb 'everything' He/She may have for you.

Remember, too often we forget that our brains can do far more than we think. Just take all that the Creator has planned specifically for you to receive in this class, and remember you are far more capable than you can imagine.

3. Now breathe and enjoy the 'washing over' of the information and absorb all of it as though you are under a waterfall of total refreshment.

Even if this is a difficult class and perhaps the end of the year stress is gripping, this class...this singular event is indeed a step upward toward enlightenment; no one can take your 'Human Capital Gained'.

Study - College Vacation Hints: Just Relax

1. Determine what vacation means to you personality: mountains or beach; TV or pc; activity or couch.

2. The vacation must 'work' for you and not vis-à-vis. Every element surrounding you must 'vocalize' and tell you, "Just relax". For example, personify the waves and hear them say, "[your name]Just relax".

3. Forget temporarily everything class related: professors, classmates, schedule, work, deadlines. Do not take textbooks on vacation especially post semester breaks such as the summer break.

4. If by chance your vacation is located on campus, study the flowers blooming or the water fountain in front of Lundy Fetterman building. Watch the birds on the petals or the drops of misty water falling from the fountain; just listen to the birds and the water as it says to you, “Just relax". Try the pool for swimming/floating for light or heavy activity, enjoy the water, and let your mind visit a far away, good place.

5. At Wiggins Memorial Library, check out a pair of headphones and watch a movie in the lab, or viewing room on the 3rd floor if you do not have a player at home. Bring a picnic lunch, a pillow, relax on a cushion couch with your own laptop, check out a movie from the media center, and "just relax".

Now you are ready to face another semester of classes and you will be very glad for them. Vacation is like being "a feather on the breath of God" (Hildegard Von Bingen) and classes can be the same.

On a side note, while bunny slippers are always welcome, 'immodesty' is never welcome in public. Be considerate of others at all times.

Marriage - 'How Beautiful the Marriage of Christians' by Tertullian

How beautiful, then, the marriage of two Christians, two who are one in hope, one in desire, one in the way of life they follow, one in the religion they practice.

They are as brother and sister, both servants of the same Master. Nothing divides them, either in flesh or in spirit. They are, in very truth, two in one flesh; and where there is but one flesh there is also but one spirit.

They pray together, they worship together, they fast together; instructing one another, encouraging one another, strengthening one another. Side by side they visit God's church and partake of God's Banquet; side by side they face difficulties and persecution, share their consolations.

They have no secrets from one another; they never shun each other's company; they never bring sorrow to each other's hearts. Unembarrassed they visit the sick and assist the needy. They give alms without anxiety; they attend the Sacrifice without difficulty; they perform their daily exercises of piety without hindrance. They need not be furtive about making the Sign of the Cross, nor timorous in greeting the brethren, nor silent in asking a blessing of God.

Psalms and hymns they sing to one another, striving to see which one of them will chant more beautifully the praises of their Lord. Hearing and seeing this, Christ rejoices. To such as these He gives His peace. Where there are two together, there also He is present; and where He is, there evil is not.

Humanity - My Old Country Blessing to You

My Old Country Blessing by Me

May you earn seven plus digits a year with limited liability.
May you dance with the stars in stilettos/manly platform shoes when you're 1000 years old.
May you have the wisdom and knowledge of God throughout eternity.

Lovingly submitted
Anita Mullins Brown
January 29, 2016

Study - All Sufficient Questions

All Sufficient Questions

There is nothing more holy than questions. I would rather hear questions than all the opinions of the sages.

Questions open the whole person to learn more and enjoy the fullest joy of the eternal journey of education.

Questions open the eye of the needle to far more possibilities making a single thread into a strong rope.

Today, Friday, I asked a student, “Why are you not going to the beach? It’s Friday and time for rest.” When I mentioned I could see the signs of success on him, he replied, “I have all questions.” To me this is a successful student.

Heart, mind, soul, strength without questions, is a person without The Creator.

Anita Mullins Brown

January 29, 2016

Obesity - Goal #1, 12-mile Bike Ride, 10/23/2015, 6:45 am

On Friday, 10/23/2015, 6:45 am, I achieved my first goal, and will continue improving, riding bike to work 12 miles one-way. Yes it was very hard and I rushed the goal...should have worked out more before doing it. 
Here are my observations:

• Eat/drink banana and water before starting; I forgot and went out on a 24-hour fast. Very bad.
• stopped half way at a store and bought granola bar and tea with fruit flavor 
• stretched/rested for @10 minutes when my 'shakes' finally ended, then continued.
• Hills are hard...I need more experience and the right pep music to keep my mind off the 200 lbs I'm pushing
• Stop half way for stretch/refreshment is always recommended in any situation
• Must have quality bike shorts specifically for gender and right fit; they are an investment very necessary
• Must have quality bike shoes specifically for gender and right fit; they are an investment very necessary. They feel as though they are doing all the work for you and you can enjoy the ride better.
• Wear quality sports socks for biking, the thick section will be on the 'heel' of the foot' to pad/protect the foot while peddling; I have common athletic anklets that have the extra padding on heel and the 'heel' of the foot (near the toes). 
• Wear good bike gloves with the padding. Pay a bit and get them at bike shops; why have unnecessary/premature blisters if you don't have to?
• Have sunglasses on the neck rope ready when the sun rises
• Have music appropriate for your individual preference via ipod/mp player to take 'my mind off the 200 lbs' I'm pushing up hills. Make sure the music list are arranged correctly
• up hill I was listening to Celtic traditional...bad choice. 
• when arriving/finishing, I heard Appalachian traditional hymn, 'In my time of dying...'. bad choice. This made my 'noodle legs' a laughing moment.
• In my mp player I have: Rap, Bluegrass, Kpop (my fave), Traditional Gospel with a lot of hand clapping/moves, Celtic is ok if traditional reels, but the 'passion/grieving' traditional songs are 'downers' when trying to climb, Bach piano inventions are wonderful, the cello suites have slower movements and can be 'downers', Early music, motets, European court dance music is great with strong rhythms
• Bike routes are not always appropriate; I have a commuting bike for concrete, the bike paths are for recreation and 'dirt/mountain' bikes as they are sand/gravel and did not work for me.
• Leave early to miss traffic
• I left before 7 am weekday; the traffic really got uncomfortable half way on 421 highway
• Next time I will leave 6 am
• Ride light in back pack. 
• Plan a day ahead to have sufficient toiletries/clean dress clothes at work waiting on you 
• The only thing in the back pack is wallet, keys, cell phone, good walking shoes may be good if you have to walk. Bike shoes are not conducive for walking.
• I had everything I needed at work except forgot hose and had to carry my work shoes in my back pack...it still worked and wasn't too heavy. I couldn't change at work and hoped since Halloween was coming/Friday, I'd get away with the drastic 'dress down'. Not recommended.
• Make sure you can store daily necessities in your work desk or have access to athletic shower/locker before work. 
• Use 'shower in can' or sponge bath...be considerate of the work place.

Culture Awareness - My Wonderful World

'Riding the Wind on my Bike Through a Small World'
Anita Mullins Brown, 2013
With all respect to dearest family friends who taught me to value human life.

I rode to Italy and spent time with the goodness of Gingolas, Capitenas, Napis, Serpicos, and Mutos;
Bernie taught me about Our Lady of Lourdes and everyone loves healing.
and I rode the wind learning the beautiful gift of tolerant acceptance;

I rode to England and spent time with the Pearsons as I watched a master carpenter at work;
and I rode the wind learning the beautiful gift of tolerant acceptance;

I rode to Puerto Rico and worshiped with my Spanish speaking classmates in their church;
and I rode the wind learning the beautiful gift of tolerant acceptance;

I rode to Israel and shopped for music at Mr. Simon's Music Store who loved to wish me Shalom;

and I rode the wind learning the beautiful gift of tolerant acceptance;

I rode to Scotland and spent time with the Halleens and played with Lori, Robbie, and Ron;
Lori taught me to respect the holy accent of Alexander Graham Bell and the oralist.
and I rode the wind learning the beautiful gift of tolerant acceptance;

I rode to Germany and spent time with the Asmus's playing with Florence and Rudi;
and spent time with Mrs. Berger who taught me Braille and the holiness of Jesus when praying a rosary.
and I rode the wind learning the beautiful gift of tolerant acceptance;

I rode to Hungary and Mrs. Nagy testified in our church of persecuted Christians in Eastern Europe;
and I rode the wind learning the beautiful gift of tolerant acceptance;

I rode to Finland and visited Ollikainen's Music Store and heard him translate for his countrymen;
and I rode the wind learning the beautiful gift of tolerant acceptance;

I rode back home and smelled the lingering fragrance of mother's lilacs and learned to always
ride the wind learning the beautiful gift of tolerant acceptance.

Humanity - Counted in the Number

'Upon seeing images from Numbered'
Documentary Photographs by Uriel Sinai, text by Dana Doron
Getty Photography, New York Times© copyright 1999-2011 Getty Images, Inc. All rights reserved.

Beautiful is the mark of the Benevolent Creator;
Mark me too, O Creator, mark me as yours.
I will be your doorkeeper,
I will be your prophet who announces your goodness.

The beauty that comes from the mark of the Creator...
His Presence, His House, His Lands, His Image on every face...

Beautiful is the mark of the Benevolent Creator;
Mark me too, O Creator, mark me as yours.
Then I will be your champion; defending your honor.
This Life with His Mark is the beautiful life.
by Anita Mullins Brown, 2013

Prayer - Affected by Random Shootings

It feels as though I have seen too much in a lifetime. There are times when 'Neverland' might be a worthy retirement home or just embracing the 'inner child' to cope when life seems too hard. 

Then I remembered the best consolation far greater than these is a beautiful prayer for the Presence of God found in my old Jewish Prayer Book.

 "The Order of Putting on the Tallith and Tephillin: Blessed art thou, O Lord, our God, King of the universe, who hath sanctified us by his commandments, and hath commanded us to enwrap ourselves in the fringed garment. How precious is thy lovingkindness, O God! And the children of men under the shadow of thy wings they take shelter. They shall be satisfied with the fatness of thy house for with thee is the fountain of life; in thy light shall we see light. Continue thy lovingkindenss to them that know thee, and thy righteousness to the upright in heart." 

 I photocopied the pages and put them in my journal, then gave my prayer book to a lady in 1990 who's father was Jewish. I apologize to the NY Council of Rabbis for failing to cite properly and hope all human beings will learn (start the work in me first) to respect human life and find need for the Blessed Creator. With all good intentions, Anita Mullins Brown, 121512@2 PM.

Study - Sacred Act of Study - Keep it Spiritual

To interrupt study is to interrupt prayer. 

To assist study is to Honor the Creator and Human Life. 

Take every precaution preparing for physical study, but if you have failed to pack items, never wait to ask for anything that you miss during study time; never invite mundane distractions especially involving your study space, physical discomfort, or even disorder. When in the library, simply ask for any missing item in the event the item/s is available: the right color highlighter, paper, pen/pencil, sound proofing ear plugs, pillow, blanket, lighting, fan, clean table, etc. 

After you have everything you need to effectively study, glean every nugget of gold you can. Really glean, dig, search; the joy of learning is immeasurable. 

Never be distracted.

You can do this.

Study - Student's Prayer

Lord and Savior, true and kind, be the Master of my mind.
Bless, guide, and strengthen still all powers of thought and will.

While I ply the scholar's task, Jesus Christ, be near, I ask
Help the memory, clear the brain, knowledge still to seek and gain.

Here I train for life's swift race; let me do it in thy grace;
Here I arm me for life's fight, let me do it in Thy might.

Thou hast made me mind and soul; I for Thee would use the whole.
Thou hast died that I might live; all my powers to thee I give.

Striving, thinking, learning still, let me follow thus Thy will,
Till my whole glad nature be trained for duty and for Thee.

Handley Carr Glyn Moule, 1841-1920
found in The Methodist Hymnal, London, 1933.

Art - My Profile Photos: Hands at Worship

I select hands for my profile photo. Hands worship the Creator; hurt and heal; communicate by silence or speaking; labor or leisure. I find hands a very beautiful part of the human body; and the Benevolent Creator, Blessed be His Name, will always richly compensate those without the use of hands.

Creator - I Have Chosen Thee...Isaiah 48:10

Taken from Streams in the Desert
Mrs. Charles E. Cowman
July 9, Page 203
@1965 Cowman Publication, Inc.
Zondervan Publishing House

"Does not the Word come like a soft shower, assuaging the fury of the flame? Yes, is it not an asbestos armor, against which the heat has no power? Let the affliction come - God has chosen me. Poverty, thou mayest stride in at my door; but God is in the house already, and He has chosen me. Sickness, thou mayest intrude; but I have a balsam ready - God has chosen me. Whatever befall me in this vale of tears, I know that He has chosen me."

Study - How to Read Difficult Material - Sharing What Works for Me

Here are a few preliminary steps to follow before reading a difficult assignment. It will only take 3-5 minutes, but will help you glean.

1. Hold the book and just look/skim the front/back cover; remember to enjoy the art and how it applies to you.

2. Skim over the paper dust cover on the inside front and back cover.

3. Take note of author(s) and publisher; do they mean anything to you at this point? You may like books from a particular author/publisher, or those significant to your field.

4. Skim, top to bottom, highlights from the Table of Contents; this is one of the most critical steps. The Table of Contents tells you the order, priorities, stages of study, and really separates the trees from the forest when you feel overwhelmed. The Table of Contents will be your anchor when you are in the tempest. Do not be afraid to stop reading and just 'visit' the Table of Contents from time to time.

5. Look at the first chapter title, subtitles, and general outline. Take note of bold/italic typesetting, punctuation marks, and how the chapter is organized.

6. Look at only the first page of each following chapter and the main title. Mark them with a light bookmark such as a plain paper strip that will not distract your concentration when you begin reading.

7. Last step - repeat this step when you begin reading each chapter: Re-skim the main title and headings in the first chapter and read carefully the last paragraph of the chapter (usually no more than 10 lines). Remember to skim the paragraph first for typesetting and punctuation, and then read for content.

Now you are ready to begin reading, take notes, outline, and have a great time with fellow gleaners.

Post Script: Don't forget the pocket dictionary. Always stop to look up words you don't know and can't define by the sentance structure. Your dictionary should be the worn out copy you have used since junior high; the one that turns by itself, like the Bible you always carry to church.

Study - Library of Congress...thank God for USA

LOC made simple:

Example: BS 123 . A456 v.2 1990

BS Alphabetical A, AB, ABC, B, BA, BB, C, etc

123 Whole number 1, 2, 3, etc

. A 456 Alphabetical A, AB, ABC, B, BA, BB, C, etc
Decimal number following the letter is a decimal ex: .1222, .2, .23,

V. 2 Volume...numerical/alphabetical order V. 1, V. 2, etc

1990 Chronological year 1990, 1991, 1992, etc.

Stacks are read 'left to right; top of a bookcase to bottom'.

When all else fails, just ask; 'we live for this stuff'.

Study - Library - Campbell University Library...a Time Saver

Here it is:

The Camel Cat will tell you exactly where to find your book and the location sequence is below.

Go through the current Serials/Periodical Room to Kivett Hall and use the elevator or stairs.

Kivett 1st floor = Periodical Room with back issues
Kivett 2nd floor = A - BS (study carrels)
Kivett 3rd floor = BT - DE (theological study area with tables and easy chairs)
Kivett 4th floor = DF - GV (easy chairs)

To get to the Wiggins basement, go back through current Serials/Periodical Room to use Wiggins elevator or the down stairwell located at the left rear of the Reference area. Hint: the stairwell takes you directly in the stack area.

Wiggins Basement = H - Z; Oversized Books; Government Documents; Microform; and yes, study areas with tables, carrels, and quiet room of carrels.

And there you have it; a wonderful opportunity for study. All this blogger can say is, "Wow, I wish I were a Campbell student; nail biting and all."

Statement of Purpose

The purpose of this blogger is to simply encourage and edify. There is no claim of enlightenment, only the joy of the journey. The Creator, blessed be His Name, has shown mercy and grace to allow each individual a faith in which to believe and trust.